Monday, April 2, 2007

sexy, naughty, bitchy who?



Went to my highschool batch's reunion party. Can't really help but wonder on whatever happenned to some. The once gorgeous turned out to be such a monstrosity, while to some relief some managed to bloom with age. It's been a good 10 years since we graduated from highschool. There were some that I missed and a lot of whom I totally missed out on, I mean I didn't even know such a person existed...


Anyway,what's with Filipinos and weight issues? Why does it always have to be the first thing they comment on? Puro na lng " tumaba ka!" or "taba mo ngayon ah!" were all I heard. Yes, I did gain weight but I am no obese monster!!!

Decided to go bar-hopping in Malate after the reunion. I haven't gone bar-hopping for ages (ages= a few months), a lot has changed. I felt old for a minute but then again, the phoenix has risen one more time. I realized that I can still be part of the hip crowd. Just like before, there were still people taking double-glances and even swooning over me...hehehe!

I tried to enjoy and actually did enjoy that night out. Tried to trample on deep dark thoughts on an unhappy lovelife. Bwahahaha! I can be such a sentimental fool!
My lovelife has always been a whirlpool of people and emotions. Now is not exactly a walk in the park. I don't know what's with me and intimacy. One day I'd be crying out to the whole-wide world to get one the next day I'd be shoving that person away. Hey, give me a break, everybody's afraid of getting hurt.

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